A darker shade of blue.....

I missed you today......in fact I missed you a lot. So much so that I thot I was going to cry....to be truthful, the tears came to my eyes. But I couldnt cry....i told myself that I couldnt!!! aBe strong I said.

So wat was I missing....to tell you the truth...I'm not too sure. Was it your sparkly eyes? or your kooky smile with your chipped tooth? or was it the way you hold me? or the way you kiss me with all the love that you have? or the way you hold my hand? put ur head in my lap?.......need I go on?

Even talking to you briefly during the day didnt allay how i felt....if anything it made it worse. Hearing your voice and not being able to be where you are.....

I missed just being with you...like I said to my friend...I just wanted to be with you today, sitting the way we do on the couch... just watching something :-s hmmmmm.....

I miss you baby....so much. I dont know how much longer I can do this for........
Till we see again....